Why This Book Must Be Written and How You Can Help Make It Real
I went to prison at 22 for drug trafficking. An uncle started me selling marijuana at 13. The same uncle later brought stolen computers to my home when I had my first child - I tried to return them, and my grandfather chose to protect the thief and forced me to leave.
I got out of prison in 2006. I became an excellent student at UTEP, changing my degree midway to combine electronic journalism, film, and political studies - though I didn't know why God was preparing me with exactly those skills. I graduated in December 2010.
I built a career at El Paso REDCo, where I knew Woody Hunt personally. In 2015, I exposed baseball stadium corruption. Hunt blacklisted me for truth-telling. My career was destroyed.
For the next decade, while my family used my past failure to permanently extract my parental authority despite my proven restoration, I documented how the same person who destroyed my career was operating extraction systems from El Paso to the national level. How the same patterns that broke my family were breaking America.
This is how I can say: there was purpose in my pain.
Maybe I'll never speak to my children again. Maybe I've lost true friends and fake friends alike. Maybe I'll never reconcile with those I've lost.
But I will leave nothing on the field.
If my fight means other fathers don't lose their children to extraction systems, the pain had purpose.
If my exposure means other whistleblowers aren't blacklisted alone, the cost was worth it.
If my investigation means other families learn to break the fear of ostracism, I failed successfully.
This book is my catharsis - not because it brings my children back, but because it might keep others from losing theirs.
Deep down inside, everyone is afraid that love will leave.
And because they are afraid that love will leave, they leave love first, never learning to love.
But God is love, and He made us to love Him.
We reduce God to human roles - friend, father, mother, cop, probation officer - because those we can manage, control, keep at arm's length. Those we can leave before they leave us.
God must be God. Not a role we assign. Not a function we control. God.
The love that doesn't leave. The love we're made for. The love that pursued me through prison, through college, through blacklisting, through family extraction, through everything - and won't stop until I'm fully restored.
Maybe if people read this book, they will learn to accept the love that God has always wanted to give anyone who would take it from Him.
This book exposes the extraction pattern that operates from family level to national foreign influence operations:
Help make this book real for everyone who needs to break free from extraction.
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If my children return: Praise God, the extraction broke. Their testimony validates the theology. Write from victory.
If my children don't return yet: Praise God, I stood anyway. My standing doesn't depend on their response. Write from faithful fight.
Either way: I left nothing on the field. I refused to be ruled by fear of ostracism. I demonstrated Reformed theology works in practice. The witness is complete.
Fathers fighting extraction will know:
Whistleblowers will know:
Everyone will know:
Wisdom for writing, protection during exposure, restoration with children (in God's timing), vindication of whistleblowing.
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Not my revenge - but accountability for corruption
Not my comfort - but restoration for my family and model for others
Not my platform - but truth that sets people free
Not my vindication - but justice that serves the vulnerable
Total Depravity: I failed (drugs, prison). Family failed (extraction). Institutions failed (corruption, covering). Everyone needs grace.
Unconditional Election: God chose me before I was qualified. Prepared me with exact degree. Called me to this work. Not based on my merit.
Irresistible Grace: Pursued through prison. Restored through college. Sustained through blacklisting. Won't stop until complete.
Limited Atonement: Christ's death actually saved me. Not just made it possible. Proven transformation. Real change, not theory.
Perseverance of the Saints: God won't abandon this work. Book will be completed. Truth will be told. God finishes what He starts.
If grace worked for a drug trafficker who became an excellent student who got blacklisted for truth-telling and is now documenting national corruption... Grace can work for anyone.
If Reformed theology broke fear of ostracism for me... It can break it for you.
If God's love pursued me when I left it... God's love is pursuing you.
I don't know if I'll ever speak to my children again.
I don't know if lost friends will be reconciled.
I don't know if this book will sell one copy or a million.
But I know:
Deep down inside, everyone is afraid that love will leave. This book says: God's love doesn't leave. Ever.
Will you help me make it real for everyone?